I don’t usually post this late at night but I have had a lot on my mind today and feel like I need to write and get at least a small bit out. It’s also not something that I really talk about much so is kinda hard for me.
I have been feeling like I have had some bad luck with friendships and sometimes it feels like I don’t really understand what a true friendship is. I feel like my own shyness and inability to fully open up with people could be part of the reason. On days like today I find myself wondering, overthinking things and feeling alone.
Tonight while laying in bed with everything going around in my head I got a notification on my phone from the timehop app. It will connect to different social media that you have and show you what you posted that day 1,2,3+ years ago. I don’t always look at it but tonight for some reason decided to check. It showed that 2 years ago today I shared this song and it exactly describes how I’m feeling tonight. I must have also been feeling the same way 2 years ago.
Here’s hoping I will be feeling different in another two years.